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Thursday 28 March 2019

Goodbye RosieG

We rescued Rosie six years ago. She was an ex-racer and now needed a forever home, to be loved, spoilt, pampered and cared for. We gave her this home and an extended family that welcomed her and loved her as much as we did.
She was a character and her warm loving nature meant she was a joy to see, interacting with our grandchildren.
We had so many adventures to have but alas this was not to be.

On Monday, she sustained a fracture to her leg that was spontaneous... Not a good sign and our worst fears were realised when the vet confirmed it was osteosarcoma 😔

She was a star and deserved a long and happy retirement but it was cruely cut short yesterday. She had fought her last fight and passed away peacefully being held by my wife Julie and my mother in law Claire. I could not face saying goodbye... I have my memories and the pain of seeing her take her last breath was too much for me.

It was ironic because Julie and Claire had brought her home originally... And now they had set her free 😭

As much as we loved her, we could not see her suffer.
She needed a release and she is now chasing and playing in heaven...

Goodbye my sweet Rosie... We will always love you and we are enriched by your grace, beauty and unconditional love. ♥️💕

Sunday 17 March 2019

Children's illustrated book

I am happy to day that illustrator Pete Woolgar and I are venturing into a collaboration and new ground with a children's book...
I am not going to give away everything but for a little more info... Click Here
Keep your eyes peeled...

Friday 1 March 2019

Retired escape

So I have been retired for a month  and yet no pension, thank you NHS Pensions... pension payments are delayed because I had not been given the correct information before retiring and asked to contact NHS pensions on the date of retirement. So in fairness, not all their fault but it is still no picnic...


Everyone says, make the best of being retired, 'you have done enough for everyone' etc
Well I wasn't ready for this people, I cannot get used to it.
Retirement is an escape from the trials and tribulations of work.
The continuing stressor and noxious stimuli are lessened and now one can focus on improving quality of life and in my case, getting better. However the hidden stress remains.
I am now focused on bettering myself where possible and devoting some quality of life to me.
This includes improving diet and exercise.
We have joined the local sports centre and are going swimming a couple of times a week. By swimming I mean very little energetic swimming and light floating and paddle. My spinal fractures do not allow too much of the old racing style I had always adopted. No more 'bombing it' down the pool and it's more chilled...

I have to move more, after all  I was very active in my work and now, with the added residual effects of Encephalitis and the fractures in my spine, pain and poor mobility, I have put on a fair amount of weight.
Since Encephalitis struck, I have put on a frightening amount of weight on, four stone in 2 days short of a year.
You could say its because of my overactive.... Knife and fork. LOL
The blame could also go on the ready access to the cornucopia of food in our kitchen cupboards and my love for chocolate.
Being at home is too easy to access 'goodies' and although we have a large house, let's face it, it's not a million miles to and from the kitchen.

The ability to fill my day with physical challenges in order to rehabilitate me are limited due to the catalogue of ailments I have acquired over the last year. I need to strengthen myself up and undertake quite a bit of exercise per day, probably more than when I was working but work also meant quite a physical amount of effort and I maintained my weight.
The exercise regime is less strenuous on my calorific burning and therefore the balance is in the red. I had lost a lot of muscle mass during my ITU admission so had to eat more but now, I have topped the scales and got to the heaviest I have ever been.
As if I didn't have enough to contend with, I now have type 2 diabetes.

However, it's not all doom and gloom, having been told this, I have lost half a stone in a week... That is good going and its heading in the right direction
Maybe I can get to the weight I was at in the shoot for this cover?
 I hope so